I am so sorry to hear of the passing of Helen. Please accept my deepest condolences. May you be comforted in knowing that God is aware of your pain and sorrow and he is not far from each one of us. In the book of Psalms 55:22, God invites us to throw our burdens on him. He cares for all of us and will one day do away with death all together. Revelation 21:3,4.