Rachel Berlin
Dad,Their isn't enough words to say about you. You were such a great person. You did everything you could for everyone and anyone. I want to thank you for doing everything you ever could for me, my kids,Derek. We all appreciate it more then you will ever know. Ever since I was little you were always who I looked up to. I always wanted to be just like you one day. I wanted to be able to spoil my kids and be a great mother as you were a father to me. You never let me go without, always made sure I had what I needed to get by. You were my rock,my hero,my best friend and you didn't even know it.. This is by far the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with. And I still dont know how I am going to make it through. But I have to be strong for my kids. They keep asking about you everyday. When is pop coming home? They dont understand that your gone or what heaven is..They just keep saying pops in the sky. But from the morning that we found you they knew something was wrong then and still do. They miss their poppy so much. I hope that last night that you played with them pulling them on that blanket you didnt cause this to happen. But i am so glad you did that with them. I am glad you sat with caiden at his little table that night and ate dinner. I still feel like you knew something with everything you did before you left. But all i can hope is that you are at peace and your not suffering anymore. I will never forget you dad ...you were by far the best dad and pop to all of us. I will continue to think about you every second of the day!!!! love rachel,caiden,ellie,derek we love and miss you more then you know.
Saturday November 11, 2017 at 11:09 pm