Mckayla Shannon-berlin
Poppy it's been 2 weeks I miss u so much I've been going through a lot since you've been gone u would always take care of me I know ur dead but I will text u this every 2 weeks I miss u so much thanksgiving felt so weird without u there with us and family it is really hard for nanny and me and last weekend at the memorial me and Ryan had to sing for you it was so hard for Ryan and me to sing remember when for u and when Ryan started crying I had to stop and cry seeing him like that made me cry we miss you so much but I know your in a better place now with grandma Hazel and uncle Joe playing cards having the most fun you had in a while I know you loved us a lot but every time I go past ur work or to ur house I would always think you would be there and then when I think about it I forget that your gone and it's really hard for me and everyone but anyways I wanna say I love you so much and Christmas won't be the same without you this year u would always bring joy to everything we would do together I keep a picture in my binder of you and every time I look at it I always think of you but you were the best # 1 pop that anyone could ever have and the best husband anyone could have you would always take me somewhere if I asked and if I needed to get out of the house I could just call u and u would come pick me up I wish I would've saw u more before u left sometimes I would think about wanting to kill myself and go up there with u but I know u would not want me to do that and that u would want me to live a good and healthy life vacation will be so much different this year you would always make everything fun at ocean City but I need to go right now bc I need to go to bed but I love you so much and I miss you and u will always be in my heart I love you poppy you we're the best
Monday December 4, 2017 at 6:24 pm