I am so sorry about your loss. When we lose a loved one the pain can be very great. (Psalms 25:17) I hope you find comfort in knowing that God knows your pain for he lost his dear son once and then was able to bring him back to life. He promises to do that for us. He will bring back to life all those in his memory who have died by means of the one he resurrected, Jesus Christ. John 5:25