Gilly, My big brother, how do I put into words how much I love you and how much you meant to me. I remember being a little kid and I was so amazed by everything that you did. I wanted to be with you all the time, especially when you were playing music. You would get so mad because dad would tell you that if you didn't take me with you then you couldn't go. I looked up to you and wanted to do everything that you did. I am hurting so much and I don't know what this world will be like without my big brother in it. I know that you are with mommy and daddy watching over us and the pain you were feeling is gone. I love you so much and will always cherish the memories that we have together. Love your baby sister