Me and john had our bad sides and we had our good and some was really awesome.we javent spoken kn 3 yrs or so but i still saw him as my son no matter how bad things got.and he may think i would never miss him.but i miss him something bad.and i know the good lord has wrapped his arms around him and holding him tight.and i know he is looking down on his loved ones and watching over them.so to you john i love you and i pray the lord has talen your pain away and replaced it with joy love laughter .may you RIP ypu will never be forgotten.