So sorry for your loss It is so hard to focus on daily activities after such a lose but hold on to all your precious memories of your loved one. and remember our Creator, Jehovah God has them in His memory as well. (Psalms 83:18) He makes this promise: "And He will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away." (Revelation 21:4) So please remember you are loved and God's word promises you will see your loved one again. (John 5:28,29) Please accept my heartfelt condolences. jw.org website for more encouragement.