I am very sorry for your loss. The Bible explains what happens at death and gives a wonderful hope for the future. Wise King Solomon made this observation: “As for the dead, they are conscious of nothing at all.” He goes on to say, “There is no work nor devising nor knowledge nor wisdom in the grave.” (Ecclesiastes 9: 5, 6, 10) Dead humankind is as though they are sleeping awaiting a resurrection which Jesus promises at John 5: 28, 29. In fact, God is eager to bring the dead back to life. (Job 14:13-15) Jesus model prayer, the Lord’s Prayer, says, “Let your kingdom come. Let your will take place as in heaven, also upon earth. Resurrected humankind can truly enjoy left without the threat of violence, crime, sickness, and death. (Revelation 21: 3, 4) What is this kingdom? If you would like an answer to that question, feel free to contact me. Again, please accept my sincere condolences.