Grandma I miss you already.....and it hurt writing this but I just wanna say thank you for everything you did for me, I remember if it wasn't for you I would still be upstate right now you know that saying "you go up north for two years and it can become 20" but because of you I did no years.....it was times in my life I had nowhere to go and you gave me shelter and awareness of life like "richie when are you going to get it together" and I would joke and say" i am together look at my legs arms and head grandma see its together" and then we will both laugh.....I miss you so much grandma you would take your shirt off your back in a storm if you had to for me I'm so sorry for giving you problems and not listening I'm going to honor my mother extremely more because of you and my dad....I can just see it now you and my dad laughing up a storm up there at the same time my dad happy because he know you can cook...he really in heaven now happy!!!!! I'm glad I was able to see you before you went home I'm glad we was able to talk serious conversation and I'm happy I grew up knowing you a lot of my friends didn't have that moment in they life just as well as not having no dad...you really are one of the reason I am molded as the man I am and I wanna say thank you....you never forgot my birthday and this Christmas I'm going miss you giving me socks and thermals i remember one Christmas you gave me a jayz album I was in laughter that whole night because in my mind I'm like what do grandma know about jayz that was one of the best gift I ever had but the best gift was to have you in my life....you took all our sins in like they was yours and I admired that and it shows me what family is really about you was our rock but don't worry because us pebbles is definitely gonna make a bolder after this.....we gonna make sure your husband ok and we gonna always keep you In our hearts and bring glory to your name....I miss you so much and I love so much and soon we will be together please continue you to guide us while you up there....amen