Grandpa, Never really thought this day over. I kept running, trying to catch objects that I know now will never form. They were only dreams Grandpa. I never realised how far away I ran, taking only dreams away from you and family. How selfish I know now. I only wish feelings for me and my Dad were closer. I love him, hope he loves me. There are so many questions I have to ask. So many unanswered. Remember the time Grandma parked the tractor into the flower bed in the backyard? I can still see the look upon your face. I love you Grandpa. Paul