My dearest brother I miss you so much .I can't believe it is going to be 2 yrs since you have left us ..with the holidays here we keep you in our hearts closer than ever .I want you to know that I knew you were there with me thru my recent brain surgery you were in a picture in my hospital room I could see your handsome face so clear and feel your angel wings around me..I had surgery on the 19th same number as ur passing I came thru with flying colors thanks to you my angel ..ray and mike were married on the 19th same number as your passing the number 19 comes in our families life quite often so we all know that you are walking beside us in many ways ..you came as a bird to see ray the day before and the day of my surgery to let him know that it would be OK ..you come to mom in a hummingbird all the time and you so make her smile in her deepest emotional times I just want to let you know you are in our hearts our prayers and in our daily life we miss and love you deeply ..we will see you soon when god decides it is time until then my precious brother I love you to the moon and back ..love your little sister ...tonya