I don't know you or your family. I am from Seattle. I read your story on various news sites and can't get it out of my head. What a brave decision you made. I am so sorry for you wife and family and unborn child --- but I believe there is more than just this life and you will watch over them from heaven. I am sending love, light and prayers to all the people that knew you. I am mother myself and this really touched my spirit. GODSPEED!