There's so many things that are going on right now I wished you could see. Things are going so well for us all. I wished you could come and hang out and spend some time in the new situations we are all in. You would be so impressed with everything and the way things are progressing. All your dreams are so easily attainable now. All the things you wished for are basically here and have been hoping that you could enjoy them with us. Your girl is doing so well now, stronger than ever. We all saw her through. I turned myself a page in the book. Got so strong, with you watching over. Made myself the man that needed to be. Working on it everyday. Picked up a few good habits from you. Working on things. Picked up a few of your tools, actually i have so many of them now. I polished many of them cleaned them. I take care of machines the way you taught me. You'd be so happy to see how i take care of all my things. You taught me the way to do this. Stays with me forever. My favorite thing to do is to cook, the last time we cooked something together was the most delicious lamb curry I've ever had and you taught me how to perfect it. Im very surprised no one left you a message here. Ive been sending you emails. @##)$(*&#@ and @)$@$#$#($. Right? Remeber when we used to pretend that we knew a foreign language in the dept. stores when we were young? So many people were fooled. It helped i was a pup. Also remember shooting the red lights with our guns fully charged in the console of the dash. Always made green lights. Unlcle Kasturi and me and you had some pretty crazy time out there in the burbs of the Newtown. We spent a great amount of time, but the last minutes we could have talked were the most important for us and i know you told me go work. But if i should have known God would take you that day I would have stayed home. Money is never worth the time we could have spent talking. I hope you know, no, i know you know i well...I know i will see you again soon. Dearest. Peace.