I am so very sorry for your loss. May you find comfort in God's sure promise to restore our loved ones to life by means of a resurrection to a paradise earth, where sickness and death will be no more. "The hour is coming in which all those in the memorial tombs will hear his voice and come out." (John 5:28,29) I hope that you find comfort through the power of heartfelt prayer to God and your wonderful memories during this difficult time.