Came across this e mail and hope you see it chancy lane 4/5/15 to me im going to tell you something that you have been wanting from me for a long time. maybe you don't care anymore, maybe you have another girl, but i never realized what a tough customer i am. i never knew how hard i am to tell you things you wanted to hear. i miss you i miss the things you brought to my life and i have so many happy memories remember that trip to Albany in the S and the wonderful scenery and staying at that hotel? you did so much for me and its not about all the things you did around the house its the little things that mean so much coffee in bed that beautiful dinner you made-flowers and every beautiful thing working on the garden just doing day to day things-together going shopping and picking things out-for us and the home we wanted just you and i trying to make it in a crapy world there were a lot of problems Michael over the years, and its been a long time that we have been together we have always loved each other finally, i cant believe it, im coming around I love you and this is the real one you are the one and even with all the crap we gave each other i don't want anybody else call me when you can