Pat, I am so sad that you are going through this sad time in your life. I can't imagine how you are doing it but I know that you have the support and love a beautiful family. I didn't get to know Mike very well but I know that if you loved him he had to be a very special person. Both your mom and Barbara remarked about how special he treated you. I know that four years is a short time for both of you but I'm thankful that it was four years of happiness. I hope that you can find strength in the memories you shared during your time together. I pray that God will wrap you in his arms and help you get through the tough times ahead and lead you back to days where you can feel happy again. Always in our thoughts and our prayers, Nancy and Jimmy